For over a a year now I have been witnessing to a 90-year-old woman who can’t seem to decide to be a follower of Christ. She keeps saying “I’ll try.”
My heart is drawn to her. She is covered in prayer by friends she has acquired at this faith-based retirement community.
This past week I asked her some pointed questions, such as: “Have you decided to accept Jesus as your personal Savior?” The answer was “No.” “Do you believe Jesus Christ shed His blood and died on the cross for the forgiveness of your sins?” “Oh yes!”, was her answer. “Do you believe Jesus arose from the dead after three days and still lives in Heaven today?” “Oh yes!”, she said. “Do you believe He’s coming again?” “Well, I’m not sure about that.”, she said.
My heart was rejoicing as I told her….”Then you believe according to the Word of God in Acts 16:31. “Believe in the Lord Jesus Christ, and you will be saved….”
I encouraged her with Scripture and the account of Thomas, one of Jesus’ disciples who did not believe Jesus was alive, who, after touching the nail scars in Jesus’ hands, and the wound in His side, cried out “My Lord and My God.” John 20:28
Also in the scriptures; the account of a father asking Jesus to heal his son, if He could. (Mark 9:24) When Jesus said “If you can? Everything is possible for him who believes.” Immediately the boy’s father exclaimed “I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!”
Isn’t it God’s great compassion and grace to give us proof in His Word that He knows our heart? He knows our frail humanity!
Even though my elderly friend has not prayed the “sinners prayer”, or “gone forward to the altar” at church, she must be on her way to a full realization of who Jesus Christ is, and who He is to her. Even the thief on one of the crosses next to Jesus cried out to Him, “Jesus, remember me when you come into your kingdom.” Jesus answered him, “I tell you THE TRUTH, TODAY YOU WILL BE WITH ME IN PARADISE.” That man believed in his heart at that moment and didn’t have time to pray a sinners prayer, or go forward to an altar , or even be baptized in water….Jesus accepted him just as he was!
My point is…it is not for me to judge how far away her soul is from salvation, or how close is close enough. God knows every individual heart and motive. “Work out your salvation with fear and trembling, for it is God who works in you to will and to act according to His good purpose.” Philippians 2:12
My part in her salvation is to pray for her, encourage her and disciple her in the Word so that she fully understands that salvation cannot be earned, it is a free gift, accepted by childlike faith; no need to try harder!
As she comes to the last years of her life on this earth, I pray peace over her; that she will know, without a doubt, that she belongs to Jesus Christ, her Savior for eternity.
I claim this scripture for her that my Mom prayed over me…”Being confident of this, that He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.” Philippians 1:6